Sometimes... we just lost the connection to this world. Living life as usual but can't find any interest in it, like a state of being neutralize of all passion and yet still feeling contend.

A status quo...

I need to look into myself, reconnect and feel the world, the beauty and all the wonders it provide.

Hopefully it gets better... For now its just nice. The ups and downs, love it or hate it, it is just part of life.

A start of a another day, still feel the sames as always. Got to do something more, to make life more than what there is now. But in the end of the day, its just all talks...

Sometimes it hurts to feel the restriction that Reality cast upon life... everyones life.

Guess that is what makes everyone goes on.

The thought of my Acomplishments,
Wans the Desire of my heart,
Carving into my very Essence,
Believing Life is too hard.

Despising the days of Shame,
None is ever too Sweet to savor,
Always in seeking of others to Blame,
In the end, I am my own Devil.

None had said it was Easy,
With repetition of Life’s Cruelty.

I am a Dreamer and the world is a Nightmare, the type that i will be waking up from if i only knew the world is also a Beautiful Dream sometimes. If i only knew there is a beautiful meaning to certain misery. If i only knew i can have blissful thought rather than being melancholic. If i only knew people not only hates me for who i am but also loves me. If i only knew there are better days, not only repetitious boredom. If i only knew the world is still very Beautiful despite all the scar. If i only knew how to understand the meaning of life, as a Dreamer, i can have a Beautiful Dream.